Here's where I stand

So if you ever read this blog, you know that its been awhile since I have posted. No I didnt go back on a mission or go on another internet fast, I guess im just trying to figure out where I stand.

Based on some things that have happened in the last couple months, I am a little bit emotionally unstable and im trying to get my feet back on the ground.

I have been talking to my friends and family quite a bit lately and have come to some conclusions.

I am currently 21 just about 22. I have a college degree and just about NO responsibilities. When I get married, I will not have the luxury of not having to look after anyone but myself, and although that is something that I am really looking forward to, why not enjoy my "freedom" while it lasts. You could take that sentence as negative, but honestly I am not meaning it like that. All I am saying, is that I am finally okay with where I am, WITHOUT someone standing next ot me.

Why not buy what I want to when I want to? And make as many friends as I can? And hang out every night if I want to? Kiss whoever I want to? ;) haha sorry I had to put that one in there.

This is my time to be who I want to be without worrying about anyone else.

I am at a point right now where I shouldnt have any other option but to love where I am and where I am at with my life.

This summer, my goal is to have as much fun as I can and remember that I can do just that WITHOUT a current "love of my life"

Things happen when we least expect it and they always say that as soon as you stop looking for love, it will come. So here is to a great summer.... LOVE FREE :)

Here are some pictures from my fun summer thus far!!

Trip to california to visit my aunt and cousins!

Hanging out with this girl EVERY DAY :)

Trip to St George for state baseball with Shayla...and seeing Jacen there!

Random "flashback to high school" hangouts!

Memorial Day with the Lawson Family :) kickball and softball

 Bees Game!!! And reconnecting with Eric and Spencer for the first time since high school :)

Trips to St George cause Tina is home from his mission, and getting to see nate too!

Love the summertime and I am determined to make this the best summer of my life, with no strings and no heartbreak. We will see how long this lasts :) More amazing summer memories to come!!