Just one of those days.

Have you ever had those days when you miss someone so bad you cant stand it? Today is one of those days. Although Josh has been gone for almost a year and a half, and sometimes I get used to him being gone, that doesn't make it any easier. We were together for so long that there are so many things that remind me of him. Some days I want him home so bad that I still cry myself to sleep. I just wish that he was here to support me in the life that I have now, and wish that he was here to see what I have accomplished. All I could think about while I was getting ready for my lesson is how much I wish he was there. He would have been so much help and would have been a great support :)

It is so weird that my roommates dont know him and have never met him because my house is plastered with pictures of him and they know everything about him!! He is such an amazing kid and I am so proud of him :) just an update on him...he is in Goldendale (just west of Pasco I am told) and is doing great. He is training his first "greenie" and is LOVING it! Every letter he tells me how amazing it is and how much he loves the people of Washington! He has made so much progress and has grown up so much! I know we are both where we need to be and we have both grown up so much. I am SOOOOOO proud of the decision that he made to serve a mission, and I hope he knows that. Although I dont know what is going to happen, I do know that he has been my best friend for almost 6 years and I will always love him :) I cant wait for him to come home so we can get to know each other all over again!

This picture was taken one day after school in 2006--we look so young!