Have you ever had those days where you just want EVERYTHING to be over?
Where you dont want to be contacted at all?
Where you just wanna go back to bed?
I think today is the definition of that day.
Nothing bad has happened, its actually been a pretty good day, but for some reason I want to chuck my phone out the window and dont really care about any of the crap that is on facebook, so for today, its deactivated.
Sometimes I feel like social media has made our lives an open book. I am COMPLETELY guilty of this 110% because I put everything on there, but its just crazy how much drama it causes. My new goal is to just keep to myself, honestly, no one needs to know that much about me. I want things to be like the olden days when you actually had to have a conversation with someone. That would be nice. I know, hypocritical since I am butting all of this on a public blog, but I feel like this is different.
Here I sit, on a rainy afternoon, in the computer lab doing my homework that SHOULD have been done over spring break (really, who ever does homework while on break?) wishing it could all be over and I could be back in bed, feeling accomplished and ready for whatever is next. But that is the opposite. I have accomplished nothing today, unless you count the doctors appointment where he told me my shoulder was PERFECT (except the fact that I am in pain, pain above a 6 level, on a daily basis. apparently thats perfect), and watching my cousins. Its nothing compared to the list a mile long of things I have to do.
Ugh. Cant wait to go back to bed, without texting anyone back or checking my facebook.
Hopefully tomorrow's post will be a little more positive :)
Good quote of the day:
Oh and a side note. Random though. I cant wait to be a mom :) I used to not really be a fan of kids, mostly because I dont think I was very good with them, but today I got to be with my cousins all day, and they are so dang cute and such great kids! I just was thinking about having my own kids and although its a LOONNNGGG way down the road, especially at the rate I'm going, I am still really excited.
1 comment:
great reflective post. i can honestly say that i agree 200% on all of what you said. i'm hating digital media & social networking. what happened to real, old-school social networking that involved shaking hands, hugs, laughs, face-to-face interaction and comparing notes? i'm not liking how the world's changed. don't get me wrong, i still enjoy blogging, but the facebook thing is irking me totally. and i've decided i'm a facebook flunky since i just don't LIVE every second on it. same goes for twitter. tried to get into it over a year ago by creating my profile. and that's where it stopped. after a month of just my profile hanging out there, i closed it. it made no sense to me, therefore had very little worth in my life. i seriously see no point in tweeting or facebooking "i'm wearing green socks today." or "stuck on the toilet again, for the 9th time today." ya know? and the drama?! don't even get me started on the drama. really no one else is interested in the digital billboard that jane just took out over how betsy peeved her off. so immature. so blheck! but that's just me. have missed you. sorry have been so crazy-busy. ::hugs::
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