First of all, Boys suck. What a cliche term, but how true can this be some times? I just want you (referring to the girls, cause I dont know how many boys read this blog) to think about all the times you said this when you were younger. I feel like there are a lot of things happening lately that make me look at situations a little bit differently. I wish I could just blog my brains out right now, but nothing seems to come out so if this doesn't make sense, Ill probably fix some stuff when I can actually think straight.
Facebook (and social networking) has changed our lives, whether we know it or not. I feel like saying, "Hi, my name is Summer and my life is an emotional roller coaster." Facebook has turned the world of emotions around. One minute you are happy and loving life and the next minute you look on facebook and see that your ex-boyfriend is "now in a relationship." Hows that for a blow to your ego? Not only do YOU have to see that, but the 194 mutual friends that you have with person, also have to see that and you're the one who looks like the idiot.
Even though I hate the games that are played in relationships, I would have to say that the one that I somewhat agree with is hard to get. I guess the reason I agree with this one is to avoid the stage 5 clinger. I love to text, and I am all about it, especially if its a cute boy that im semi-interested in, but if I get texts less than 3 minutes apart because I didnt text back right away, there is something wrong. I hate texting 24/7, honestly, there is not that much to talk about, especially if I dont even like the kid. Ya, clingers are a turn off. Get a hint.
Now to the most hearbreaking of the situations. The one who gets away. The one who you have secretly liked for over a year, the one who you think for some reason might actually work, and then it doesnt. Yea, bad timing always seems to be the reason, but it doesnt mean that its any easier. It doesnt mean that it the pit in your stomach is going to go away just because its whats supposed to happen. This is the hardest because sometimes this is the hope that gets you through things. The hope that will get you through the facebook rollercoaster. But then thats gone.
Basically, its been a hard week with boys and I need to move to El Salvador where boys dont even speak the same language as me and I dont have to worry about trying to have a relationship, cause right now, I just think I am going to end up being the Erda Cat Lady when I grow up.
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remember that satan's gonna try everything he knows how to get enough a of monkey-wrench in your life that you pitch the mission. so hang in there, no matter how topsy turvy the facebook roller coaster gets, ok? stupid facebook. perhaps a facebook fast is in order? just a thought. lub u! ::hugs::
Things will get better, and you know that once your mission is over, the Lord is going to bless you with the BEST boy EVER, and all of these boys will all seem so silly to you then. You are gorgeous, and from reading your blog I can tell that it's from the inside and out, and you will find the perfect guy for you in no time:)
Hun, I love you and I promise the best boy is waiting for you to finish you 18 month adventure! He is praying for you and hoping you are happy! You will totally deserve him and he will deserve you!!!!
Have fun on that adventure- and for you Summer---I dont see any cats in your future. I see lots of laughs and happiness! Its not about you finding someone special- its really whoever finds YOU just found someone VERY SPECIAL! Keep that in mind. Loves Summer!
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